I'm so sorry for not posting everyone! I hardly have time anymore because I picked up another class in school. If I'm not in school or doing homework I'm working but I do have Spring break coming up so I'll try to get something out then :) SO SO SO sorry Bey fam! I'll really make a bigger effort to keep posting but it's very hard with all the stuff I have going on of right now. I'm sure my college student readers know this!

Crazy in Love part 8

First off, I'd like to say congrats to the new parents Beyoncé and Jay-Z! You don't know how happy I am for these two. Welcome to the world Blue Ivy Carter :)


2 weeks later:

Jay and Beyonce sat in the car, heading towards their new house they just bought together.

Bey: God..I can not wait to have this baby. I'm so excited to be a mother. Aren't you...*lifts her head and looks into his eyes* ...excited to be a father?

Jay: Of coarse. *reaches out, brushing her cheek delicately* I can't wait to see how she would look. She might have your eyes...my ears...your nose and...beautiful lips. And her skin might be a light caramel color. She's gonna be absolutely gorgeous. Like her mother. *leans in closer to her, gradually locking lips with hers* Mmm.

Jay put his hand on her cheek as he put more feeling into the kiss.

Driver: Mister Carter?

He quickly broke away and looked up to gaze at the driver.

Driver: We're here.

Jay: Oh...okay. * Baby...could you bring my wallet? I think I left it in the car.

Bey: *looks around for his wallet* ....I found it. Here you go. *hands him the wallet*

Jay: Hold it for a sec. I just need to...find the keys.

Bey: Do you ever keep track of ANYTHING? *looks in his wallet, gazing in on a stack of cash and credit cards* Can I ask why are you carrying cash? A celebrity is NEVER to carry cash...unless he or she is asking to get robbed.

Jay: Would you stop going through my wallet? Trouble maker. I carry cash because you're askin' for money all the time.

Jay unlocked the front door to the house and stepped inside, followed by Beyonce.

Bey: That's not true, because I make my OWN money. Ha! All the ladies who independent! Throw yo hands up at meee!

Jay: Quiet, child.

Bey: *laughs* Come here..*wraps her arms around his waist and looks up at him* I love you *leans in to kiss his lips*

Jay: Love you more *kisses her back*

Hours later:

Beyonce walked out of the bathroom after just taking a shower. A nice smell filled the air. She inhaled deeply.

Bey: Mmm. What's that smell?

She left the room and headed down the hall towards the staircase. The smell began to get even stronger the closer she had gotten to the kitchen. She knew right then that someone was cooking.

Bey: Jay?

Jay: *looks up from the food he was preparing* Yeah?

He felt his heart skip a beat when he looked at her. She just looked very sexy in her robe with her hair wet and curly.

Bey: What's amazing smell? Is that turkey?

Jay: Yep. Looks good, huh?

Bey: Yeah, it does.

Jay: You look even better.

She locked eyes with his. He held a smirk on his face.

Bey: Are you flirting with me, Mister Carter? You better not be because... *stands in front of him, wrapping her arms around his neck* I'm gonna have to flirt back. And you sure you want that? Hmm?*begins kissing down his masculine chest*

Jay: Mmm. Yeah. I would love that.

Jay quickly reversed positions and started backing her up against the counter.

Jay: I'm always in charge. And you remember that... *slowly leans in, locking lips with hers*

She ravaged him desperately as if she needed him badly. Bey grabbed a hold of his shirt and lifted it over his head.

Bey: *breathing heavy* You see what you do to me...

He untied her robe, looking at her naked body in awe.

Bey: *whispers in his ear* I want you to fuck me..good and hard..

Jay lifted her legs up, wrapping them around his waist. Before he could make the next move, the door bell went off. He paused, looking up to gaze at her.

Bey: Don't answer it. *continues kissing him*

He quickly helped her to her feet, and grabbed his shirt, throwing it back on.

Jay: I have to. It might be someone important like my mom or something.

He headed towards the two double doors. Beyonce stood by the kitchen door, covering herself with her robe, watching him closely. He pulled the door open, coming face to face with his friend TyTy.

TyTy: So you gon let me in or what..?

Jay: Um...yeah..

Jay closed the door behind him.

Jay: How did you find out I was here?

TyTy stood there, gazing at Beyonce in surprise.

TyTy: So it's true? The tabloids were right? You guys are really seeing each other.

Jay: What do you want?

TyTy: I just...stopped by to see what was going on. *looks back at Beyonce* So...are you really seeing Jay or...

Jay: I don't think that's any of your business.

TyTy: Come on man why didn't you tell me I'm one of your best friends!

Jay: We were waiting for the right time.

There was a long awkward silence..

Jay: Well, Ty...it was nice seeing you but I think it's time for you to go. You interrupted me while I was in the middle of something.

TyTy: *notices Beyonce is in a robe and Jay's belt buckle was undone* Ohhhh! You guys were...ohhhhh.. My bad. I didn't mean to...interrupt you guys. Okay..Jay, man...tell me how it was.

Jay: Ty....go...

TyTy: I'm just joking..See ya later. Bye, Beyonce. *winks at her*

Jay: Bounce...for the LAST time.

TyTy: Alright! I'm out!Jay locked the door and turned to face her.

Jay: Um...I'm sorry. I...he can be real annoying sometimes *laughs*

Bey: It's fine..*walks up to him* Where were we?

Jay: *leans down and kisses her lips passionately* I was about to make love to you

She felt a chill run down her spine. Those exact words turned her on completely. She slowly leaned in, meeting lips with his. He gripped her hips, pulling her closer. Jay's phone started ringing

Jay: Damnit! You know, I want to beat the shit out of WHOEVER'S calling.

Bey: *laughs* Go answer the phone

Jay: Do I have to? Hmm? *kisses her neck sweetly* I'd rather stay here with you

Bey: *breaks away from him* Jay...

Jay: Aight, hold on.

Jay ran in the kitchen where his phone was ringing.

Jay: Hello?

Kim: Hello? Hey, Jay

Jay: Kim? Heyyy what's goin on? How you been? *looks over at Beyonce who was still standing in the other room*

Kim: I've been good. What about you? I was just calling because you happened to pop up in my head. I guess I...sorta missed you.

Jay: Aw how sweet. Well I missed you too. Actually...

Bey: *walks up towards him* Baby...who's on the phone?

Kim: Is that...a woman? You have company?

Jay: Um...yeah. That's what I was just about to tell you. I didn't know...

Kim: Can I come over and talk to you?

Jay: What? Seriously? Um, I don't think that's such a good idea. I'm seeing someone else..

Kim: Well who?

Jay: I really don't think that's any of your business. You're not in a position to ask me that sort of question. Listen, call me tomorrow. I'm busy right now, okay?

Kim: Alright. Bye.

Jay: Bye.

He hung up the phone and placed it back on the counter. For some reason, he didn't have the courage to even turn her way. He was afraid she would say something that would cause an argument.

Bey: *calm voice* Who was that on the phone?

Jay: Um... *slowly turns to face her* It was just a friend.

Bey: *raises her eyebrows* Just a friend? Hmm..*nods* Ok.

Jay: What?

Bey rolled her eyes and turned, heading towards the stairs.

Bey: It's nothing. I'm gonna get ready for dinner.

Jay: Wait, wait. Wait right there, Bey. What's wrong? You wanna tell me what's bothering you?

Bey: It's nothing, okay. Now will you let me go get dressed for dinner? Thank you.

That attitude; the look on her face--that was not like her at all. He just knew something was on her chest and she was going to tell him like it is before the night was over with.

Minutes later

Jay: *walks in the room to see Beyonce sitting in front of the mirror* Baby...Hey um...I gotta surprise for you.

Bey: *rolls her eyes annoyingly* I do not like surprises.

Jay: *laughs*

He knew she was being mean and simply---selfish.

Jay: Don't act like that. I'm serious.

Bey: Alright. I'm right behind you.

Jay: *smiles and grabs her hand* Thank you.

She followed him down the hall, towards the stairs. They both walked down the long, curved stairway that led in the living room.

Jay: We're almost there.

She followed him down another hallway, and finally into a room that was filled with scented candles. The view had completely won her over. There were candles lit everywhere and a table officially set up for two people.

Jay: Surprise! So... *wraps his arms around her waist from behind* What do you think?

She didn't want to sound too excited because she was still upset with him over the phone call.

Bey: Um...it looks nice.

His smile slowly faded as he realized she wasn't to enthusiast about the whole thing.

Jay: Well um, here...have a seat. *pulls out a chair for her and then takes a seat across from her* I hope you like the food. I know it's not much. I just thought...I should do something special for you. My future wife. The future mother of my child.

Bey held her head down, quickly praying to herself and then began to eat. He watched her closely, knowing something was bothering her because she was never that quiet around him. And it was tearin him apart not knowing what was the cause.

Jay: So uh...How's the food?

Bey: It's alright.

He studied her closely, debating on whether to ask her what was on his mind. He was a little nervous about it, but he knew it had to be said. Before he could ask, Bey spoke up.

Bey: I wanna ask you something

Jay: Go ahead

Bey: Why are you being dishonest? I thought you said you wouldn't ever lie to me.

Jay: Excuse me?

Bey: You still haven't told me who was on the phone.

Jay: *sighs* I told you it was a friend

Bey: And does your friend have a name?

Something was telling him that things were going to get out of hand.

Jay: That's not important. And besides...it's really none of your concern.

Bey: Excuse me? None of my concern? Let me get something straight with you. Don't you EVER invite me to live with you if NOTHING'S my concern. I'm supposed to be your girlfriend. You know, the one who you dearly love.

Jay: Beyonce...

Bey: Don't... I can't believe you would say something like that to me. Is this how you treat all of your girlfriends? You keep...secrets from them?

Jay: What secrets? You know, I think you're really taking this out of proportion. I mean, why must you know who was on the phone? Is it that important to you? Do you really need to know?

Bey: Whatever. Just forget it. I don't even wanna talk about it anymore. I just wish I never came here. You're all about games.

Jay: What are you talking about? What's your problem? You...-

Bey: You are my problem, Jay. You and your games. You behave like a fuckin child! You constantly blurt out how much you love me, but then you turn around and do stupid shit like this. You make me feel so...so used. And this...this is for an example.

She referred to the candle lit dinner.

Jay: Aight, fine. You wanna know who was on the phone? Kim! Kim was on the phone, okay?

Bey: Kim...your ex, Kim?"

Jay: Yes!

She shook her head pathetically and looked away.

Bey: Can you tell me WHY is she still calling here?

Jay: Well we ARE friends. We didn't end things on bad terms. What? Are you gonna tell me NOT to have any friends?

Bey: Fuck you, Shawn. Kiss my ass.

Jay: I must be the dumbest person in the world to actually believe that this would work. I tried to be romantic and cook you dinner but...I see that didn't work. *blows out the candles that surrounded them* Couldn't you have waited until we finished eating to pick a fight? Nooo. You had to ruin the mood.

Bey: Ha! What mood? And don't you even walk around here acting as if you had NOTHING to do with this. You shouldn't have been withholding secrets from me in the first place.

Jay: What secrets?! Beyonce, I was NOT withholding secrets from you. You wanted to know something that was unnecessary. I felt that it wasn't on a "need to know" basis. She's my ex! Just because it didn't work out between us doesn't mean that we can't still be friends. I KNOW that you have guy friends calling you to see if you're okay.

Bey: *silent*

Jay: And don't you stand there and lie to me! I just wish that you could see how much you mean to me. Maybe then you would trust me more. *walks out of the room*

Bey: This has nothing to do with trust. This...

Jay: Oh no. This has everything to do with trust, because if you trusted me...you wouldn't have assumed I was cheating on you with Kim.

Bey: I didn't say that you were cheatin...

Jay: Well... withholding secrets.

She kept her distance between him and so did he. He felt that she was really taking things out of hand, because he did nothing to her.

Jay: You wanna tell me what this is really about? I just can't believe you actually picked a fight over that.

Bey: *tearing up* I just think...I need some sleep. I don't wanna fight anymore. I'm going to bed.

She brushed pass him, instantly feeling a hand grasp her arm.

Jay: Wait. *slowly turns her to face him* Don't go to bed mad. It's not good for the heart.

Bey: I'm tired and I...wanna go to sleep *tears rolling down her cheeks*

Jay: Don't cry, love. *wraps his arms around her and kisses her on the forehead*

She couldn't help it anymore, she began to cry frantically.

Bey: Why am I such a bitch? Why do I...do this? I...I always start...fights with you, and...and end up crying in the end. I'm sorry. I'm so...sorry. Please forgive me.

Jay: Hey, hey. Calm down. Everything's gonna be okay. You hear me? *kisses her on the lips*

Bey: O...okay

Jay: Here.*grabs a napkin from off the table and wipes the tears from her eyes* You okay? It looked like you were gonna have a nervous breakdown

Bey: I don't what's wrong with me. I'm such a bitch at times. It's these pregnancy hormones.

Jay: No you're not. You're far from a bitch. *reaches out, brushing her cheek delicately with the tip of his thumb* You're an angel. MY angel and someday, I'm gonna marry you.

Bey: Really?

Jay: *in a mocking voice* Yes really.

Bey: *laughs* Shut up *smiles*

Jay: *smiles* There's that pretty smile *kisses her again*

To be continued...

Crazy in Love part 7

As you all know, I deleted the original part 7 and 8 of Crazy in Love and am re-writing them. Hope you all enjoy.

Doctor: Oh hello Ms. Knowles. Back so soon?

Jay: Back? Bey, what's going on?

Bey: Jay, can we talk about this in private? Please?

Jay: What do you have to hide Beyonce?

Bey: *whispers to him and starts tearing up* Please Jay...I promise we'll talk when we get home

Jay: Whatever

A few hours later, Beyonce was sent home from the hospital. The car ride home was quiet and Jay kept looking at Bey who was looking out the window.

Jay: So we're alone now..you gonna tell me what's up?

Bey: *sighs* Can we wait til we're home?

Jay: *doesn't even respond and puts his eyes back on the road*

10 minutes later:

Bey: *puts her purse down and sits on the bed* Jay..please don't get mad at me when I tell you this

Jay: What's wrong?

Bey: Um..it's very complicated

Jay: What is it?

Bey: *holds her head down* Well um...you know how the doctor said "Back so soon?"..and I got sick this morning and um...I missed my period. *pauses and waits to get a response from Jay*

Jay doesn't say anything so she continues..

Bey: Well any way...my mom and I went to the doctors about 3 weeks ago because I was feeling sick. I took this...pregnancy test while I was there and here are the results..*reaches in her purse for a piece of folded up paper*

Jay grabbed the piece of paper and looked at it for a long time for saying anything.

Jay: You're...pregnant? *looks up from the piece of paper at her*

Bey: Um..yeah..I'm sorry Jay. I didn't tell you earlier because I was afraid that you'd hate me and be mad..I know you're probably not ready for kids yet. I'm sorry *starts crying*

Jay: Bey? *kneels down in front of her* Don't cry. I will help you...and the baby. I'm still here for you. I'm still your man. So you don't have to cry, okay? *kisses her on the forehead*

Bey: But...I'm scared. I don't know what this is going to do my career. And the fans. How will they react? They don't even know we're together to began with. Now this? Everything...just seems to be moving so fast.

Jay: Everything will be fine. *kisses her softly on the lips*

Hours later:

Bey: I'm so tired of doing this, Solange. I'm like so close to...throwing it all away. *holds her head down, crying to herself* No. It's not that. I hate to tell you that you were right, but...Jay and I...we're gonna have a...
She looked up to see Jay standing by the door with his arms crossed over his chest.

Bey: Um... *quickly wipes the tears from her eyes* Solange...um...let me call you back, okay? Yeah. I love you too, bye. *hangs up the phone and looks up at Jay* Uh...hey. What's up?

Jay: *takes a seat beside her* I just...came to check up on you...AND the baby of coarse. Are you okay? What's wrong? Wanna talk about it? *brushes her cheek gently with the tip of his thumb*

Bey: I never imagined...fame to be like this. I mean...I don't understand why it's so...complicated. All the money in the world couldn't keep me happy.

Jay: Um...I'm a little confused. What's going on?

Bey: You! You, Jay. You. That tour. The fans. The baby. Everything is just...stressing me out. This...secret relationship we have. When will it be over? When will the fans know about us? AND the baby?

Jay: You should've told me that I was the problem, ya' know? You know, maybe BEFORE I fucked you...

Bey: *gasps* Jay...

Jay: Am I that bad? I mean...what did I do wrong?

Bey: It's not you. It's just...I don't know. I just don't think I should have this baby right now.

Jay: What the fuck are you talking about? No. *stands up* You are NOT gonna kill this baby.

Bey: You don't understand...

Jay: Understand what? If you didn't wanna get pregnant...you should've told me to pull out. Now you're sitting here...blaming everyone because you couldn't keep your fucking legs closed.

Bey: Excuse me? You know what? Maybe I was right. You are no good. All you care about is your damn self.

Jay: *laughs pathetically* First of all...who's the one talking about KILLING an innocent baby because of HER wrong doing? It's NOT the baby's fault that you couldn't keep your legs closed.The only selfish person around here is you.

Bey: I don't have to sit here and take this from you. God knows I have better things to do then sit here and let you criticize me. *gets up and heads towards the door*

Jay: You better not step foot out that door.

Bey: Just watch me. *turns the knob, and pulls the door open*

Jay: Damnit. Beyonce...wait! *walks up behind her* I didn't mean that.

Bey: Do you ever mean anything? Do you really love me? Do you really wanna have this baby? Do you even...care about how I feel?

Jay: Yes. I do.

Bey: And why is that so hard for me to believe? For Christ sake! You could still be fucking those other hoes. Who knows?

Jay: Bey...don't say that. You KNOW that's not true. I should be the one asking you those questions. You're the one talking about killing an innocent baby.

Bey: *thinking to herself* Damn, he's right.

Jay: Lyn fucked you up mentally..

Bey: Well...

Jay: Don't give up on me now. *leans in, kissing her on the lips.* We're so close now.

Bey: I just...need some time to myself. I need to...sort out a few things.

Jay: No! What you need to do is LET ME LOVE YOU! AND THIS BABY!

Bey: Shit.. *covers her mouth* I don't feel too well. Excuse me. *rushes towards the bathroom*

To be continued...

Update

I am going to try and update the blog soon but there will be some changes. I am deleting parts 7 and 8 of CIL. I don't like where the whole cancer thing was going and I can't keep writing about sad stuff so I will continue from part 6 if that's okay with everyone. Hopefully I haven't lost all my readers lol but I will be updating from part 6 in the next few days.

Crazy in Love part 6

3 months later: 

It has been 3 months and Jay is on his way to the airport. He's going to fly in to New York to surprise Bey. She thinks he is coming in 2 more days.

4 hours later:

Jay is walking up to the door at their apartment where he knew Bey would be because he had Kelly call and make sure.

Jay: *walking into the door quietly*

Jay put his bags on the ground and started looking around for Bey. He walked upstairs and saw her on the bed with the computer.

Jay: Bey?

Bey: *jumps*  Oh my god...you scared-JAY?! Oh my god! What are you doing here?! *runs over to him*

Jay: *laughs* I wanted to surprise you by showing up early *hugs her tight*

Bey: You definitely surprised me..I missed you so much *leans in to kiss him over and over again*

Jay: *kisses her back* I love you

Bey: I love you too *starts tearing up*

Jay: Bey what's wrong?

Bey: It's nothing. *wipes her tears* Don't worry. *fake smile*

Jay: *grabs her hands and pulls her in closer* Whatever's wrong, please don't cry. I hate seeing you cry. It makes me want to cry.

Bey: *stops crying* I'm just really happy to see you, nothing is wrong.

Jay: Good.

Bey hates lying to Jay but she's not sure if it's the right time to tell her what the real problem is. She doesn't want to ruin the day he finally got back.

Bey: *breaks from the hug and sighs* 

Jay: Want me to make you feel better?

Bey: *looks up at Jay while biting her lip teasingly* Now? I..-

Jay: No. Tomorrow. Of course now. *grasps both of her hands and pulls her back in closer* Or would you rather wait until later?

Bey: Have I ever turned you down?

Jay: That's because you know what's good for you *laughs*

Jay quickly picked Bey up and attached her legs to his waist. He then carried her to the bed and laid her on her back.

Bey: Ouch! What the fuck? 

Jay: What's wrong? 

He watched Bey grab something from behind back. 

Bey: What the hell? *holds up a set of keys* What are these doing in the bed?

Jay: I must've tossed them there not realizing. *takes the keys from her and sets them on the bedside dresser* 

Bey was scooting up further on the bed while removing her underwear.

Bey: You want me?

Jay: *smirked while she was removing the rest of her clothes* You have no idea.

Jay hovered over her, locking lips with hers. 

Moments later:

Beyonce buried her face in the pillow, blocking out any sounds from escaping her lips.

Bey: Mmm *bites her bottom lip feeling both pain in pleasure as he slid in and out of her from behind*

Jay: You okay? *goes deeper*

Bey: Yeah..*clenching the sheets between her fingers* I wish we could make love all night..

Jay: What's stopping us? 

Bey: My mom's coming over later. That's what's stopping us.

Jay pulled out of her and flipped her over on her back. He then pulled her down closer and entered her once more.

Bey: Fuck

Bey whimpered softly as she felt his thrusts quicken and become more vigorous.

Bey: Oh god... 

Her toes curled up in excitement as she could feel herself close to climaxing. 

Bey: Ohhh. 

She whimpered this over and over again against Jay's ear, feeling her body explode. Jay tossed her legs back over her head, thrusting nonstop. 

Bey: Shawwnnnnnnnnnnn shit! Oh fuck! 

She reached out, leaving scratches on his arms and back.

Jay: Damn Bey.. *slows down*  if you keep this up I'll be covered in scratches when I'm finished..

Bey: I'm sorry.. It just..it feels so good. I can't control myself sometimes. *lifts her head to kiss him as she began grinding her hips with his, keeping up with his pace.

Jay: Ohh..that feels really good..keep doing that..

Bey: *laughs*

Later on:

Beyonce and Jay were laying in bed talking.

Jay: *trailing his finger up and down Bey's back* Every time we make love...I feel energetic. Right now, I could go for another round..but I won't torture you like that. You look really tired. 

Bey was laying there with a smile on her face. 

Jay: You okay? 

Bey: Yeah. I'm fine. Just relaxed. That relieved a lot of stress.  

Bey looked at the clock and her eyes shot open in surprise.

Bey: Shit! *quickly climbed out of bed, nearly falling to the floor*

Jay: What is it?

Bey: My mom needed me to pick her up from the airport at 7:00, it's almost 8:30..

Jay: Oh shit! *jumps out of bed and starts throwing clothes at Bey so they can get dressed* 

20 minutes later:

Bey and Jay arrive at the airport and start looking for Beyonce's mom. Moments later, they spotted her and started walking her direction.

Bey: Hey mama. I'm sooooooo sorry. I lost track of time. 

Mama Tina: *looks up and sees Jay with Bey* Ohh hey Jay. It's alright Bey, I'm sure you were busy. *smirks* 

Bey: Yeah, let's go...Jay?

Jay: Yeah?

Bey: Can you get her bags?

Jay: You have arms..

Mama Tina gave Jay a death stare and her instantly picked her bags and started taking them to the car. 

30 minutes later:

All three of them are just getting back into the apartment and Mama Tina calls Bey into the room where she way staying..

Bey: Yes?

Mama Tina: Does he know yet?

Bey: *starts crying* Not yet. I didn't want to tell him while he was on tour because I didn't want him worried the entire time and I didn't tell him today because I didn't want to ruin his first day back.

Mama Tina: I understand. You need to tell him, he has the right to know.

Bey: I know. *sniff* I will, soon. 

Mama Tina: Come here *pulls Bey in for a hug* Don't worry so much. You'll be fine. I have hope. 

Bey: I hope so..

For the next few hours Bey, her mom, and Jay eat dinner and talk. After Jay cleans the kitchen he joins Beyonce in bed and dozes off..

The next morning:

Jay wakes up and starts picking up the mess they made the night before. About 15 minutes later Bey opens her eyes. Her head was pounding and her stomach was spinning. She felt extremely nauseous and it felt like she was burning up.

Bey: Shit. *holds her stomach in pain* Ohhhh...

Jay: Bey? *walks over to the side of the bed to stare at her* You okay?

Bey: I don't know..my stomach..shit..

She quickly got up and ran to the bathroom, puking all over the tile floor before she made it to the toilet. 

Bey: Shit..

She didn't know what it what. She hadn't felt like this in a long time.

Jay: Damn..

Jay helped her up and over to the toilet. 

Jay: You're burning up. Sit here. I'll run you a cool bath.

Bey: I don't wanna take a bath. 

Bey quickly stood up and lifted the lid, throwing up once more. 

Bey: I feel horrible. My head is spinning. 

Jay: I'm gonna take you to the hospital.

Bey: No. I can't. *tries to stand up but stumbled back towards the wall* 

Jay: *grabs her waist* Be careful. Bey, you need to go. You look horrible.

Bey: No..*starts crying*

Jay: Baby..

Bey: Shit...

She leaned over, feeling her stomach cramp once again. 

Bey: What the..*sits on the floor, resting her back against the wall* It hurts. Shit..

Jay: Baby, what's wrong? *kneels in front of her* You're scaring me. I really think you should go see a doctor. 

Bey shut her eyes, feeling nothing but pain in her lower abdomen. 

Bey: It hurts really bad..*starts crying again* Oh my god..*reaches up to grab ahold of the sink counter*

Jay: That's it. I'm taking you to the hospital whether you like it or not. 

30 minutes later:

Jay sat in a chair next to the hospital bed in the emergency room where Beyonce was. The hooked up and IV to her arm to help keep her hydrated from vomiting frequently. He sat there, chewing on his fingernails nervously waiting for someone to tell him something. He looked up a nurse entering the room.

Nurse: How are you, Ms. Knowles?

Bey: Umm..I feel better now.. Do you know what is wrong?

Nurse: Yes. As a matter-of-fact, I do. It looks like you're suffering from food poisoning. Something you may have eaten yesterday. I'll have a Doctor come in and explain everything.

Bey: Ok.

Nurse: Thank you, the Doctor should be in here in a few minutes.

Jay: *rubs Bey's arm* What's wrong? Why do you look so nervous?

Bey: Jay..I have something to tell you..

Jay: What is it? 

Just as Bey was about to tell him what she's been keeping from him for weeks, the Doctor walked in.

Doctor: Oh hello Ms. Knowles. Back so soon?

Jay: Back? Bey, what's going on?

To be continued..

Please give me some feedback in the comments :)

I've been really busy with school so I'm sorry about not posting in so long. 

Crazy in Love part 5

3 weeks later:

For the sixth morning in a row Bey woke up alone. Jay started a promotional tour that lasted three months about a week ago.

(On the phone with Jay)

Jay: I miss you Bey..

Bey: I miss you too. It's only been a week and I can hardly stand it. When's the next time I'll get to see you?

Jay: I have two days off next week. I'll see you then. I'm gonna tear that ass up.

Bey: *laughs* Oh really? What if I don't let you?

Jay: Oh, you'll let me..and you'll be begging me not to stop.

Bey: *in a seductive voice* What are you doing right now?

Jay: Umm..in my hotel suite.

Bey: You alone?

Jay caught on.

Jay: How about we play one of my favorite games?

Bey: *laughs* Ok..

Jay: What color panties are you wearing?

Bey: I'm uhhh, wearing red thongs.

Jay: Mmm, sounds nice. What are you wearing?

Bey: *quickly took a glimpse at her outfit* A sleeveless top and a white mini-skirt. What are you wearing?

Jay: *laughs* Jeans and a tee. I can't even explain how horny I am right now, I wish I was there so I could take you to the bedroom and fuck the woman outta you.

A chill instantly ran down Bey's spine.

Bey: You sure do talk much. You sure you can back it up?

Jay: You have no idea what I can do to you..

Bey trailed her hand up her thigh, feeling herself get hot the more he talked dirty to her.

Bey: *moves her panties to the side and starts rubbing her clit* Oooh..fuck..

Jay: How does that feel?

Bey: It feels good...*moans*..I wanna cum for you, baby.

Jay: Oh yeah, cum for me.

Bey continued fingering herself as she felt herself on the verge of cumming.

Bey: Oh goddd..

She couldn't take it anymore. She felt a warm explosion throughout her body.

Bey: Fuck! *falls back against the pillows* I want you so bad...

Jay: I want you too, and I hope you're ready for what's to come..because I just pulled up to the building..

Bey: What? You're here?

Jay: Yeah, I was trying to surprise you. I'll be up in a minute.

Bey: *excited* Ok *smiles*

2 minutes later:

Jay walks in the bedroom where Beyonce was laying trying to regain her strength back.

Bey: You're here..

Jay: Yeah..*slowly approached Bey*

Words couldn't explain how bad she wanted him. He stood in front of her, leisurely trailing his hand up underneath her skirt. He placed his hand on her ass, pulling her closer.

Jay: *leans in to kiss her lips* Damn, I don't like being away from you.

Bey: *places the palm of her hand on his cheek* I can't stand it either..*leans in the kiss him once more*

Jay: Mmm..*crawls onto the bed and hovers over her*

Jay quickly took Bey's shirt off and started groping her breasts..kissing them one by one..

Bey: Ohhhh.. *bites her lip in pleasure* Yes!

Jay: You like that? *continued sucking on her nipples*

Bey: Harder...mmm..

Jay lifted her up and wrapped her legs around his waist. He slowly pushed himself into her hearing her whimper and moan in response.

Bey: *moans* Oh fuck! Shawn..

Jay picked up speed.

Jay: Feels good?

Bey: Ohh! Baby..god yes! Fuck me!

Jay: Mmm..you okay? *starts rubbing her clit with his available hand*

Bey: Yesss! *tilts her head back, moaning in satisfaction*

He went down, tasting her.

Bey: Oh..my...godddd...*grips the sheets between her fingers* Shawn...

Jay flicked her clit with his tongue at a fast pace, giving her all the pleasure she yearned for.

Bey: Oooohh, oh god. Jesus Christ! *runs her fingers through her hair* Oh my god...

30 minutes later:

Bey: *sigh* Damn, that was amazing..

Jay: I couldn't agree more..*kisses her on the lips* I'm gonna go take a shower..

Bey: I'll join you..

2 hours later:

Bey and Jay showered and went out for lunch.

Bey: When are you leaving again?

Jay: I have to leave in about an hour. I have to be in Chicago tonight.

Bey: *looking down* Oh..

Jay: *cups her chin and forces her to look in his eyes* Don't be sad, baby. I'm coming back next week. Every chance I get, I'm coming to see you.

Bey: *smiles* I know, I just hate being away from you.

Jay sees a tear roll down Bey's cheek so he kisses it away.

Jay: *holds Bey's hand* I hate it too. I love you.

Bey: *looks up and kisses Jay on the lips* I love you too.

They finished their lunch and Jay took Bey home and they said their goodbyes. After Jay left, Bey decided she was going to go to sleep because she didn't want to do anything else for the rest of the day.

To be continued..

Crazy in Love part 4

2 hours later.

Bey and Jay are sitting in the car outside of Bey's mom's house.

Jay: That was some good food Bey, I'm gonna have to start coming to Houston more often.

Bey: *laughs* Yeah, I love Houston a lot. It'd be nice for you to come here more often.

Jay: So..I have something to ask you..

Bey: *confused look* What is it?

Jay: I know it's a big step and everything...but I'd like for you to move in with me in New York..

Bey: Jay you know I'd love that. I want to. *smiles*

Jay is ecstatic.

Jay: Really? *smiles*

Bey: *kisses Jay* Yeah..it'd be nice to live together..alone..

Jay: *laughs* I wouldn't mind being alone with you..

Bey: We are.. *leans over and kisses his lips then neck*

Solange is looking out the window into the driveway.

Solo: Ooh mama..look! Bey's gettin' nasty in the driveway..

Tina: Stop spying on them they're both adults. She'd just better be careful.

After about 10 minutes they walk in the front door together. Solo was looking at them with a smirk on her face.

Bey: I'm gonna kill you if you say ANYTHING..

Solo: *laughs and walks away*

Bey: Oh my god this is going to be a loong weekend..

2 weeks later.

Jay went back to New York getting his Penthouse prepared for Bey to move in which was going to happen within the next two weeks. Bey was still in Houston getting ready as well. They haven't seen in other since the day after Christmas.

Bey: *calls Jay*

Jay: *answers* Hey baby..

Bey: *excited* I'm almost done packing all of my things. My mom helped me.

Jay: Did you ever get your dad to chill out about you moving in with me?

Bey: Sort of, he still isn't happy about it but he'll get over it.

Jay: Hopefully, I think he hates me. *laughs*

Bey: *laughs* I don't think so...I will admit that he is a little upset that we had sex without being married..

Jay: I would've waited.

Bey: I didn't want to wait.

Jay: Well..I will let you go so you can finish packing your things. I can't wait to see you. I miss you too much.

Bey: I miss you too and can't wait to see you.

Jay: I love you.

Bey: *smiles* I love you too.

Jay: Bye baby.

Bey: Bye *hangs up*

Tina: Were you talking to Shawn?

Bey: Yeah, I was. Do you think I'm making the right decision? You know, moving in with him?

Tina: Do you really love him?

Bey: I think so..

Tina: Then yes. I mean yes, you're young but I know you're smart and won't make any stupid mistakes. I just want you to be safe. In every which way.

Bey: *laughs* I will be. *kisses her mom on the cheek* Thank you mom. I really appreciate your advice and help.

Tina: Any time, and when you get to New York, call me if you need any advice or someone to talk to.

Bey: I love you mom.

Tina: I love you too. I'm gonna miss you.

Bey: Well you'll be able to fly out sometimes, right?

Tina: Yes, so don't worry, we will see each other plenty.

1 week later.

Today was the day Beyonce was going to New York. She was going to meet Jay at the airport and they were going to hang out at his place until the movers had all of Bey's things moved in.

6 hours later.

Bey and Jay stepped up the door of Jay's penthouse. He unlocked the door and they stepped inside.

Bey: *laughs* Last time I was here..we almost had sex..

Jay: *pulls her in by the waist* Why don't we finish?

Bey: *kisses him on the lips* With pleasure..all I could think about the whole ride here was making love to you..you get me so hot.. (EW, I know)

Bey strips for Jay which got him as hard as a rock.

Jay: *grabs Bey by the waist, takes her to his bedroom, and lies her down on the bed*

Bey watched Jay kiss down her belly then he placed a kiss on her pussy. Bey was breathing really hard and they had barely started. Jay trailed her hand up her thigh signally for her to open her legs even more. He slid his tongue up and down her slit.

Bey: This shit feels too good..

Jay licked and sucked on her clit feeling Bey tense up a little bit.

Bey: Ooh.. *looks up at the ceiling and bites her bottom lip*

Whatever Jay was doing with his tongue had heat shooting through her body. It was an amazing feeling.

Bey: Oh my god.. *grips the sheets between her fingers*

As time went by, the more intense it felt.

Bey: Mmm..oh my god..

Bey shut her eyes, she was enjoying every moment of it.

Jay: You okay?

Bey: I don't know..I can't even explain it..Ohhhh...ohh Christ...

Jay moved his tongue up and down her clit at a fast pace.

Bey: Shawn...shit...mmm..

Jay: Oh you calling me Shawn now?

Bey started thrusting her hips the closer she got to climaxing..

Bey: Oh..oh fuck!!

Bey arched her back, feeling this huge explosion all throughout her body..

Bey: Oh my god *falls back against the pillows*

Jay kept licking and sucking her pussy.

Bey: Jay?

Jay: *stopped and looked up at Bey*

Bey: That was...soo...amazing. It was like ten times better than the last time..

Jay: I wanna make sure you remember this..tell me if this hurts..*shoves one finger in her pussy*

Bey: *moans* No

Jay: Ok, tell me if I'm hurting you. *shoves two fingers in her pussy*

Jay started gently rubbing Bey's G-spot.

Bey: What the fuck? Oh god..

Jay: Feels good? *started rubbing the area faster*

Bey: SHIT! Mother...fuck..*moans* Oh Shawwnnnn!

She pulled him down to kiss him. She started whimpering against his lips.

Bey: Fuck!!

Bey's entire body started trembling as she felt her second huge orgasm.

Bey: Jay..*wrapped her arms around him, kissing him once more*

10 minutes later.

Jay: You okay?

Jay was positioned between legs and Bey had tears in her eyes.

Bey: I..I don't know..it hurts and feels good at the same time. I thought it'd be better this time.

Jay: You're still really tight, and waiting 2 weeks probably didn't help..but it'll get better. I can stop if you wa-...

Bey interrupts him with a kiss on the lips..

Bey: It's okay..

Jay began to move back in her with slow, rhythmic thrusts.

Bey: Mmm, *bites her lip in pain*, I love you Jay..

Jay: *intertwines his fingers with hers and kisses her passionately* I love you more..

They made love for hours before they were finally worn out..then went to bed.

To be continued...


Author's note: I'm sorry if this one sucks, I really couldn't think of anything and I'm also very busy with school. I will try to update as often as possible but please don't rush. I enjoy writing this blog so I'd love some positive feedback :)