Crazy in Love part 7

As you all know, I deleted the original part 7 and 8 of Crazy in Love and am re-writing them. Hope you all enjoy.

Doctor: Oh hello Ms. Knowles. Back so soon?

Jay: Back? Bey, what's going on?

Bey: Jay, can we talk about this in private? Please?

Jay: What do you have to hide Beyonce?

Bey: *whispers to him and starts tearing up* Please Jay...I promise we'll talk when we get home

Jay: Whatever

A few hours later, Beyonce was sent home from the hospital. The car ride home was quiet and Jay kept looking at Bey who was looking out the window.

Jay: So we're alone now..you gonna tell me what's up?

Bey: *sighs* Can we wait til we're home?

Jay: *doesn't even respond and puts his eyes back on the road*

10 minutes later:

Bey: *puts her purse down and sits on the bed* Jay..please don't get mad at me when I tell you this

Jay: What's wrong?

Bey: Um..it's very complicated

Jay: What is it?

Bey: *holds her head down* Well um...you know how the doctor said "Back so soon?"..and I got sick this morning and um...I missed my period. *pauses and waits to get a response from Jay*

Jay doesn't say anything so she continues..

Bey: Well any way...my mom and I went to the doctors about 3 weeks ago because I was feeling sick. I took this...pregnancy test while I was there and here are the results..*reaches in her purse for a piece of folded up paper*

Jay grabbed the piece of paper and looked at it for a long time for saying anything.

Jay: You're...pregnant? *looks up from the piece of paper at her*

Bey: Um..yeah..I'm sorry Jay. I didn't tell you earlier because I was afraid that you'd hate me and be mad..I know you're probably not ready for kids yet. I'm sorry *starts crying*

Jay: Bey? *kneels down in front of her* Don't cry. I will help you...and the baby. I'm still here for you. I'm still your man. So you don't have to cry, okay? *kisses her on the forehead*

Bey: But...I'm scared. I don't know what this is going to do my career. And the fans. How will they react? They don't even know we're together to began with. Now this? Everything...just seems to be moving so fast.

Jay: Everything will be fine. *kisses her softly on the lips*

Hours later:

Bey: I'm so tired of doing this, Solange. I'm like so close to...throwing it all away. *holds her head down, crying to herself* No. It's not that. I hate to tell you that you were right, but...Jay and I...we're gonna have a...
She looked up to see Jay standing by the door with his arms crossed over his chest.

Bey: Um... *quickly wipes the tears from her eyes* Solange...um...let me call you back, okay? Yeah. I love you too, bye. *hangs up the phone and looks up at Jay* Uh...hey. What's up?

Jay: *takes a seat beside her* I just...came to check up on you...AND the baby of coarse. Are you okay? What's wrong? Wanna talk about it? *brushes her cheek gently with the tip of his thumb*

Bey: I never imagined...fame to be like this. I mean...I don't understand why it's so...complicated. All the money in the world couldn't keep me happy.

Jay: Um...I'm a little confused. What's going on?

Bey: You! You, Jay. You. That tour. The fans. The baby. Everything is just...stressing me out. This...secret relationship we have. When will it be over? When will the fans know about us? AND the baby?

Jay: You should've told me that I was the problem, ya' know? You know, maybe BEFORE I fucked you...

Bey: *gasps* Jay...

Jay: Am I that bad? I mean...what did I do wrong?

Bey: It's not you. It's just...I don't know. I just don't think I should have this baby right now.

Jay: What the fuck are you talking about? No. *stands up* You are NOT gonna kill this baby.

Bey: You don't understand...

Jay: Understand what? If you didn't wanna get pregnant...you should've told me to pull out. Now you're sitting here...blaming everyone because you couldn't keep your fucking legs closed.

Bey: Excuse me? You know what? Maybe I was right. You are no good. All you care about is your damn self.

Jay: *laughs pathetically* First of all...who's the one talking about KILLING an innocent baby because of HER wrong doing? It's NOT the baby's fault that you couldn't keep your legs closed.The only selfish person around here is you.

Bey: I don't have to sit here and take this from you. God knows I have better things to do then sit here and let you criticize me. *gets up and heads towards the door*

Jay: You better not step foot out that door.

Bey: Just watch me. *turns the knob, and pulls the door open*

Jay: Damnit. Beyonce...wait! *walks up behind her* I didn't mean that.

Bey: Do you ever mean anything? Do you really love me? Do you really wanna have this baby? Do you even...care about how I feel?

Jay: Yes. I do.

Bey: And why is that so hard for me to believe? For Christ sake! You could still be fucking those other hoes. Who knows?

Jay: Bey...don't say that. You KNOW that's not true. I should be the one asking you those questions. You're the one talking about killing an innocent baby.

Bey: *thinking to herself* Damn, he's right.

Jay: Lyn fucked you up mentally..

Bey: Well...

Jay: Don't give up on me now. *leans in, kissing her on the lips.* We're so close now.

Bey: I just...need some time to myself. I need to...sort out a few things.

Jay: No! What you need to do is LET ME LOVE YOU! AND THIS BABY!

Bey: Shit.. *covers her mouth* I don't feel too well. Excuse me. *rushes towards the bathroom*

To be continued...

Update

I am going to try and update the blog soon but there will be some changes. I am deleting parts 7 and 8 of CIL. I don't like where the whole cancer thing was going and I can't keep writing about sad stuff so I will continue from part 6 if that's okay with everyone. Hopefully I haven't lost all my readers lol but I will be updating from part 6 in the next few days.